I knew you Charmaine since I was 13 and really love ya forever. I was in too much of a bad place to come see you in bay route and don't want to make excuses if you know me you know why I am not coming tomorrow or are more than welcome to ask - we are having a little vigil and she will hear me ticking away I will look for the least inappropriate picture to put up - unfortunately our cooking got saucy in the most literal way. Love ya forever I haven't been good enough for you but will in your memory